My tongue forms bullets from words.
They can be weapons in anyone’s mouth.
I’m just a better marksman than most
with a childhood that gave me more target practice,
taught me how to fire when I was the target.
The muscle memory isn’t unlearned even now.
There’s a body count to
sharp tongued talent.
I wounded people because I was hurting,
I wasn’t the only one bleeding anymore.
Then, there was a distraction from all my bruised because I’d bruised people.
I thought that being the least hurt person was safety,
and punishment is prevention.
Neither is true.
My tongue feels like a threat most days,
A hairpin trigger begging to go off.
I do, sometimes.
But when I do now, my outburst’s aftertaste is rare, bloody,
it tastes too much like gun smoke to keep this habit.