Do not be so proud or fearful that you become the wrong thing’s first choice,
that you tie yourself to something you don’t want because being wanted matters more now than fulfillment later.
Do not be so proud or fearful that you become the wrong thing’s first choice,
that you tie yourself to something you don’t want because being wanted matters more now than fulfillment later.
I pummel myself
and punish myself
So I never have to forgive anyone.
I hurt myself as a distraction from hurt someone else caused.